You know what I want to do?

I want to get up reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly early in the morning, throw on some pants, grab a morning beverage, pump my music up and just drive to nowhere in particular and just keep going until I get there.
I want to do that with anyone who loves road trips and won't complain and ask if we're there yet. Because we won't know where 'there' is per say. Just go in the directions of the mountain or the beach...Or the worlds largest Matzoh ball. Or the chopstick festival. Or wherever.

I want to go camping for 2 days. Not one because thats not long enough- and not three because it's too long.

I would like to make out, in the rain, in the middle of the day, getting completely drenched and not caring.

It'd be nice to win something. Something extraordinary like an all expenses paid trip to someplace warm and tropical.

One day I want to make a huge difference in peoples lives. In a way where they send me holiday cards and invite me to their weddings.

I'd like to be a mother. The kind of mother that takes their kids out of school one or two times a year for an adventure day. And teaches them how to climb a tree, build a couch fort and lets them draw on the walls (well, one designated wall in their own space). The kind of mom they aren't bothered or embarrassed by.

Eventually, I'd like to own my own wellness center. The kind of place that helps people find balance in their own lives- Holistically. Be it via nutrition, exercise or developing some kind of skill...I want to have the kind of place that people can go to and be happy.

I'd like to travel the world. I don't need a home, or fancy things...I DO need to experience other countries, and cultures. I want to eat up the world and take pictures, and bring home tiny memories...I'd like to do this with somebody who can appreciate that.

I'd like to build a tree house.
I'd like to have a garden (filled with herbs, and vegetables, and fruit, and flowers). I'd also like to keep bees. I'd make sure that they had a flower filled garden that they could buzz around in for months on end.
I'd have honey to use for ages, and give some to my neighbors, friends and family just like the few people I know who have bee keepers in their families do for me.

I'd like to constantly be getting better at the things I'm not good at. While it's a running joke that I am terrible at Math, one day I'd like to be quite good at it.

When I'm an old lady, Id like to have beautiful white hair. I'd keep it long and be one of those sexy silver foxes. I want to age gracefully. No botox, or holding on to my youth like a foolish hag. It's so embarassing when you see women dress entirely too young for their age. Keep in mind I won't go meekly into my golden years...I'm going to find the balance between hip and age appropriate.


I want to be a better person. I'd like to do more volunteer work. And I'd like to inspire others to do the same. I want to organize fundraisers. And participate in charity events. I'd like my life to make a difference to others.

And I never want to live a fear based life. I always want to jump off the cliffs, and take the risks and face the challenges I'm presented with. Because otherwise whats the point?

I want to learn how to work with metal so I can weld huge lawn sculptures out of recycled scrap metal. 

Eventually I'd like to write a book.

That is what I want to do.